I was not happy with you on the previous night which is Friday,
as we were supposed to be chatting on the phone at night.
But you went to sleep.
So i gave you a chance to call me on Saturday night,
but you failed to call me again due to the same reason.
You haven't chat on the phone at nights with me to accompany me to sleep already due to NS,
You used the excuse of being tired and don't call me.
So what now?
I gotta wait for another damn 5 days,
Sian.

P.S: I gave you chance, doesn't mean you can take me for granted.

Hai.
And now you're playing basketball with your friends and don't care about how i feel/felt.
Is this what you meant by "loving me a lot", "care for me a lot"?
I don't think so.
Where are you when i need you the most,
when i'm sad,
crying,
angry.
Where are you?
When will you ever give me a call to console me?
You never do anything like that.
How disappointed i'm to have a boyfriend who cannot be there for me when i need him.

P.S: Do you ever realized if you aren't like this, i wouldn't be like this neither? Your actions.

I enjoyed myself a lot with you yesterday.
Straightening my hair, Shopping, arcade games, Watching "Ice Age", food, etc..
Thanks for the everysinglething you paid.

But sometimes the things you do,
make me feel that you don't care about me and don't love me.
I know i'm unreasonable,
but that doesn't mean i'm totally in fault.
You make me do this.

P.S: Love needs both your words and your actions together. I still find it hard to trust you.