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Saturday, November 15, 2008 / 6:30 PM
sometimes i still got that strange feelings and thoughts in my heart and mind.
sometimes, or maybe,
always.
i hope i can overcome all of these soon.
is difficult though.
maybe he's right.
i'm mad and crazy over him while he's not over me, at all.
so whats the point of this somehow one sided love.
i'm always the 1 who's heartbroken.
and i don't want to be suffering and hurt by him anymore.
so i'll try to control my feelings for him and stop mad-ding and craze for him from now onwards.
"hahahaha", and yea.
spastic i know.
me, very.
HAHA! :'(
P.S:
if you happen to read my this blog post,
don't worry Mervin Tan KoK Wei.
i'm fine, really and very.
i just want you to be happy! and not suffering when you are with me anymore.
haha! :)
and I LOVE YOU, Mervin Tan Kok Wei.
Serious.