everyones saw mervin's blog?

very very sweat.
well well,
i dont want to talk much about those stuff over here in my blog.
i will talk to him face to face.
-.-

he want me to control him?
unless im a guy i will.
so darling,
play les with me.
HAHA.
and you will know what will happen the very next moment.
heh. :x

verrrry first photo ever taken, and there's more to come. HAHAHA...

darling,
sorry.

i dont think i can tell you my things from now.
i dont know why.
i just dont seems to be able to approach you.
seriously,
i dont know why.
so i will keep it mostly to myself or share it with my friends.
i hope you can understand.

if you really want to stop telling me your things from now on,
you really can.
i dont want to force you to do the things you dont like ok?
hai.
:(

anyway,
i wont be able control you too.
cause i dont want to.
i dont want to make any people to dislike you or something.
i hope you can be ok with your friend soon.
next time if they call you out, you just go bah.
i wont be stopping you already.
and yea,
i wont be unhappy too.

im really ok darling.
everything is fine with me.
im really ok.

well, yea, im really sorry darling.


P.S: keep it small, to help darling save some "face".
but nevertheless, you can click it to enlarge.
no problem folks.
hahahaha.
:P
hope he likes it,
if he dont,
i will still put it here.
hehe.
:x


well,
is a continue to the just now post.
haha.
but the things happened today at this verrrry date.

darling asked and begged me to control him.
i actually doing so already yesterday, but something just happened.
i decided to change my mind.

his friends was very angry about him as he did not go sentosa,
which i told him not to yesterday.
and now they made darling very stress.
and for darling,
i wasted my sms and sent them trying to explain to them that,
(Pss, my sms is unlimited)
it was my fault and not his.
but well,
they did not reply me of course.

so i was thinking,
i rather not control darling anymore,
and let him had the freedom which he dont want.
i dont really understand.
i thought most guys do not like to be controlled?
if not eventually they will find their gf very irritating.
so i didnt do that.
but now darlings still want me to control him.
so well,
i will just give him an answer tmr morning.
haha.

well,
im chatting with darling on the msn of course.
his always the 1 who said hi to me first.
not bad not bad.
hahahaha.

i bet he wanted to see this post so so badly,
so i shall stop here and post it soon.

hope darling will also post something soon for me to read.
:x

love's loved!


hi all.
what i am going to post out now is the things that had happened yesterday.

oh well,
yesterday was supposed to go out to celebrate my friend, rudy, birthday.
is with shuyi, yow and ruijie.
there's a total of 5 people going.
june and yuwen did not want to go probably they did not like the movie we watching,
4bia.

it was supposed to meet at 2 and on they way,
i saw yow at pasir ris bus interchange.
then we take the mrt to tm's guardians to meet lum, ruijie and rudy.
and darling kept calling me and asked me where i am. sweat.
well after meeting,
we walk to tm cinema and buy our movie tickets.
after buying the tickets,
we went to shop around before the movie started.
well,
is rather boring to shop at tm as i had went there quite often already,
and the things over there didnt change much. -.-
haha.

actually before all this,
i had a bad quarrel with darling.
he did not want me to meet some people and i was not happy with that.
then he called me with his hp,
and i suspect he was below my block.
but when i went down to take the bus,
i did not saw him over there.
but actually he was under my block already.
he just went to hide somewhere.
with the NYPD cap which i wanted to buy for him actually.
haha.
it stands for "nan yang poly dogs", like him.
joking joking. :x
he went to stalk me around at tm.
and well,
of course i didnt notice. -.-

then after that,
i went to brough some nachos and 2 hotdogs for the movie.
and yea,
i didnt manage to eat all nachos,
too many already.
haha.
and we proceed into the cinema to watch 4bia.

suddenly,
my stead sms me.
scary man.
cause for the first story in 4bia,
the girl used the same hp as me but different colour. -.-
darling said he inside the same cinema as me.
like ghost.
lol.
i didnt know he was inside the cinema with me until he sms me.
stalker right?
he asked me to sit with him,
but i didnt.
cause i dont want pang seh my friends.
i bet darling scare.
cause he told me he was scare of ghost movies!
hahaha.

after the movie end,
darling went off.
then my friends and i went to east coast to eat.
it was really a very long journey to there.
and well,
he called me and ask me where i am again.
i kept rejecting him but eventually i said.
he then took bus 31 and taxi to the place i am in.

over there at east coast,
i went to have sting ray, satays and 1 chicken wing.
very verrrry delicious!
i like.
my friends love the food over there too.
haha.

then after awhile,
my stalker darling reached already.
i called his name and asked him to buy for me sugercane with lemon.
then i can save a sum of money.
haha.
after eating my friends and i went separate ways.
and duh,
of course i went of with darling. :x

on the way back home on bus,
my mummy called and scolded me for reaching home so late.
and i was angry.
thats why i ignore darling on the bus which i didnt meant to.
i always hurt his feelings and physically,
i just couldnt control myself.
and that really hurts him alot alot alot.
im really sorry dear,
i hope you can forgive me. :(

then we reached tm.
i went to toilet and after i came out.
darling super mad at me for the some guy.
he want his number and i didnt want to give him.
so i hurt him again.
i know is all my fault for doing that.
but i just dont know why darling always the first to say sorry to me.
and well,
he was really very angry. really very.

but things eventually turn out well after some talks.
which i wont say it here.
too bad. :x
only darling and me will know.
haha.
we went to take bus 81 and darling will send me home.

eventually,
i reached my house below.
and we talked somethings out again.
its being so long since we last talk things out.
for these few days we always quarrelled.
hai.
after talking things out,
darlings sent me up my house.

now i know darling wanted me to control him alot alot.
he told me thats a form of me treating him well.
so i told him not to go for sentosa today.
but i didnt know things will turn out bad.

i will tell you guys in the next post,
as yesterday thingys i come to talk to an end already.
haha.

well,
im really sorry darling for being like that.
very sorry.

but but,
i love you.


hi everybody!
im here to post something again!
i know darling's looking forward to my new post. :x
hahaha.

today i got science practical exam and i needa report at 1230.
but i will meet my laupo, debbie first at 1215,
to collect test tubes from teacher to do the chem test.
:)

for the time being,
darling at my house since 9+.
and his nyp results is out yesterday.
his GPA is 3.44!
hahaha.

ok la, i shall stop here and go to talk to darling already.
his very noisy, but i like it.
:P
bye folks!

anything to edit/add, i will.


good morning everybody who is viewing my blog. :D
i am going to start with what i did just now,
and end with what i will be doing later.
hehe.

i woke up at around 7+,
waken by my dad's call.
he told me my hp number had been changed back already!
hoho.
which means i don't have to inform everyone about my new no.,
which is very troublesome.
:x
then after his call i could not sleep already.
so,
i went to sms some of my friends to tell them about my no. thingy.
of course,
that includes my darling.
haha.
he need to go his poly for his course,
he said that is very useful for the future. O.O
don't know true a not. -.-

well,
after that he asked me to call him to chat on the phone.
i don't intend to call actually,
but since his outgoing call is going to exceed already so i called.
we chatted to 9.30am.
i don't know what time we actually started to chat. =.=
sweat.

after hanging his call,
i was very angry and irritated by him. ultra.
you don't know the way he speak on the phone,
is sian.
and for now while i was posting this post,
i am ignoring his msn chats.
i don't give a damn.
haha.

today i got no papers,
so i don't need to go school and i am right here posting. :x
but i still need to study for tmr's paper!
POA paper 2~!
omfg.
sian sian.
but i got no choice.

and as usual,
darling will come my house around 6 after his course.
he's being teaching me maths.
but time is running out already!
soon is O levels!
but i will try my best duh.
my mums always give me stress,
but i know is for my own good though.
haha.

ok,
i think that's all for today le bah.
anything to add/edit, i will.

irritated love.




ok,
today im going to write my blog with no one rushing me around.
haha.

let my post some of his photos which i had taken recently, heh.

only 1 actually. LOL. cause the others, i bet he wont let me post it. haha. :x

nows already 12+ and my darling had not being back from bball yet.
(for your info,
he always play bball on sun. :D)
he havent reply me sms yet!
argh, well,
my hp is in my room charging and im right here using the comp,
chatting with yuwen on msn.

im waiting for darling to be back from his bball!
sweat.
he usually plays for long hrs and "neglect" me.
very sian one.
but tts his hobby, so its ok. :P

very boring,
cause tmr i got maths paper 2!
my hatred subject, even though its able to use calculator lah.
haha.
i duno how to study for tt, so i will read some maths notes, formulas.
ok, my hp is ringing,
i bet is darling who sms me.
he said he will be playing for one last round of bball. -.-
but nvm,
i will continue my post. :x

and wait till his back from his game,
he will be able to see what i had posted.
haha.

i will be going out later in the noon and i havent tell darling yet.
maybe later or when he come my blog,

he will be able to see it and then know it.
haha.
im going out with my parents, to eat and shop.
to think i still got exams next wk and i still go out.
:D

hmm,
i think tts all already.
as usual,
anything to edit/to add, i will.

&i miss darling. love.


hi everybody,
esp to "him",
now i going to start blogging already.
haha.
my dear is rushing me to post something up in the blog already.
(he said his neck is long, but i still think mine longer. hehe)

well, right nw im chatting with him.
and yea, he is still rushing me to post something in my blog.
sweat. -.-
and to think he got disconnected from MSN and he duno!
dear, this is for you - "Ah Gong"
he seriously is. 101%.
haha.

about ytd dates,
my dear had already described what we do and where we went already.
so i dont have to type much over here.
:x
so go his blog to see.
is pretty, just like a compo, A grade. :X
hahaha.

i really like to thanks him for buying me the bear!
i really love it alot alot,
but dont worry dear,
i still love you more than e bear of course.
haha.
alot alot alot. :D

and yea, im really fickle-minded.
cause i really want the bear to be perfect.
and it is perfect with the clothes, the basketball one.
haha.
it cost him 49.80.
and yea, luckily he got his pay.
but but,
we still got to save duh!
hehe.

i will try to hug the bear until soft soft like the previous one.
but is pretty hard cause this is much harder than tt.
lol.
-.-

the photos had already being posted his blog.
so i will post nth here?
go his blog if you wana see. haha.
but my favourite is already by the side already. ^^

ytd was a fun day with him,
and time flies so fast, like fuck.
i hope i can go out with him soon again.
but prelims come first.
sian sian. ):

ok,
i think i will stop here already.
if not my dear neck will be much longer than me!
hehe.

P.S
i will try to forget about the unhappy things dear,
but just make sure you will be my side always.
and i love you.
:)

anything to edit, i will. :x


alright.
my dear ask me to post something,
so i will post something good.
haha.

well,
he said he would call me at 830am but guess what?
he smsed me my mornings only at around 9+++
what the fuck.
-.-
so i cant believe what he said anymore! hehe.
and he didn't even say sorry to me.
like what only.

after he sms me,
i used the comp and i onlined my newly msn a/c.
then he say "hello dear", sweat.
i ji tao reply him "wad".
hahahaha. :x
don't care.

then suay!
i accidentally type at wrong website at the http!
then i cant remove it.
so later i ask my dear to come my house and remove for me.

then then,
we will go out for DATE~!
hoho.
not bad right.
we going to watch movie later, wall e~~
is a cartoon,
but i don't know why i'm so super engross in it.
weird. :x
haha.
i will go out around 12 for lunch with mer.
and he cant treat me lunch and dinner anymore!
cause his broke, and his waiting for his pay.
so for the moment, he can only treat me movie. (its better than nth :P)

hmm.
i told my mum i will be back before 11pm.
and i will go out whole day with my stead!
i'm sure he's more excited than me, confirmed. :x

OK,
i think i will end here.
if there's anymore to post or edit, i will.

And to think i sacrifice my one day to study to go out with him!
LOL.


hello.

im back again.
haha.

well,
nows still early in the morning i think.
my stead still nt up yet cause he havent sms me my mornings. :x
sadded.
):
i hope he can really wake up soon,
then call me.
haha.

well,
i gotta study later for Os.
ultra boring.
cause is my hatred subjects!
argh.
poa and maths, super suck.
i hate nos. zzz.
but i will study later after my breakfast, now kinda hungry already. hehe.
i will be eating my favourite tuna bread again, not bad right?
haha.

i wont be using the comp anymore later i think,
so i will be typing what i will be doing later bah. hoho.

around evening later,
my stead will come my house.
im really looking forward to it though. hehe.
but my mum dont really like, hai. ):
i really dont understand.
but nvm.

i really miss my bf right now!
and alot alot alot.
and i hope he can really help me complete my maths.
:x
is super ultra impt!
sigh sigh.

but wait,
i always knew he will miss me more than i will miss him,
and is a comfirm.
haha.

ok.
i think i will stop here le bah.
like quite long.
sorry folks,
is my first time blogging.
hehe.

i love "you should know who".
hehehe.
bye bye.


Hello Everyone!

This is my first time using blog so please do not make fun of it.
Haha.
Ty.

There will be more to come, so stay tune.
:x

hehe.

Take Care.